Mr. Watson, His Family & The Mystery Man

Mr.Watson, owner of WIGI multi-national company, is in bed for the past three years. He's suffering from an unknown disease. He doesn't talk, move or anything. No doctor or medicine could cure him. Left out by his family, now he lives with his youngest daughter Fiona, in a lake cottage, alone.

Fiona, the youngest member of Watson family is just a regular nerdy girl. A beautiful nerd. Books, coffee, her bedroom and her father- these are the things that kept her surviving. She doesn't bother to care  about the reality, because she knows, it would only shows cruelty.

One day she brings a Mysterious guy home who has lost his memory. He, shockingly, claims to cure Mr. watson. Mr. Watson, over joyed, decided to donate all his property to the mystery man. This news brings every one together. His wife, daughters, son in a battle of love, battle of money, with the mystery man.



COMING SOON.... 

COURAGE - Chapter 2 ~ Part 1

Everyone's still stunned, staring at Ryan with their eyes wide open. Nobody expected a disruption in their great bully sort of activity. Melinda broke the sudden silence -
"Oh, hi Ryan . . . How are you?"
"I'm well, thanks," said Ryan, in a sharp voice.
Then he turns to me and asks impatiently,
"Leena, the bell has rang 5 minutes ago, why are you still here?"
Emily eyed me threateningly.
What should I say? That, they were harassing me?
Nope. I'm not going to tell Ryan anything. It will cause more trouble for me. So better keep quite and let them solve it.

"We were having a little chit-chat," Emily answers instead of me.
"Cool but I don't think this is an appropiate time for anyone to have friendly conversation in the hallway." His voice and face shows the true disapproval.
"C'mon Ryan, this is only 5 minutes."
"Maybe being tardy doesn't matter to you, but for Leena, it is important not to lose point."
He takes my hand and pulls me out of the crowd.
"Come, I'll walk you to the office."
 I try to avoid looking at the girls' angry faces as we walk away. When we get near to the office Ryan stops.
And starts laughing! (I expected him to be mad and scold me. )

"That was really heroic. Wasn't it?" Ryan smiles widely.
"U-huh?" (I'm confused)
"I mean, going there and 'rescuing' you from those 'beasts'" he grinned while mentioning the words 'Rescue' and 'Beast'.
"By the way, how long are you gonna tolerate this? I'll graduate this year then you'll have to face those bullies by yourself. Better protest from now."
"You know I won't," I say in a cold voice.
"But. . . Why?"

Leaving him behind, I enter the the office. I don't want to talk to him about it. I don't want to discuss my problems, my thoughts with anybody. Because, I know, nobody will understand. Its not like I dont have the courage  or I'm afriad. I can protest too. I can speak up against many unfairs. But I won't. I know this doesn't do any good . If you have power , no matter how bad job you do, how many mistakes you make, you will still get many supporter. But the same you will be criticized, humiliated for your mistakes; your great jobs won't be cared if you don't have power. This isn't the rule, but this is reality...

(To be continued )

COURAGE - Chapter 1 ~ Part 3

I turn around to see what halted me back. It was Emiley, the leader of " Chill Chiks" group. She was holding my hand. She pressed my hand so hard that her long manicured nails dug into my skin. She is one of the most evil and horrendous person I've ever seen. She's like those typical "Mean girls" every school has. ( She's a great bully too '_' ). She doesn't follow school's dress code, she doesn't require a pass if she's tardy and the main irritating point is, she doesn't even get good grades but still everyone in the school are obsessed with her. (More  clearly to say - worship her! ).

I am pulled in the middle and all the girls around me made a circle. Some girls standing with their hand crossed, some girls grinning at me. There are also some girls standing a little bit far away, enjoying the drama has started. Finally, after all those formalities, Emiley spoke up,
"Leena hun, why do you always try to run away from us? We're friends"
she said in a criticizing voice. (Still holding my hands)
My mouth is sealed with an invisible power. I can't get my mouth open to talk. I don't even want to talk to them. Wait ( actually I do ), I want to protest when they bully me, when they bully others. I want to snitch on her to the principal, but I doubt this will do any good. Because even the principal is manipulated by them. I think I will get in more trouble instead of them. So it's better to keep quite than saying something back to them and creating a scene.

"Ugh! Emiley! This won't work out nicely. We gotta be tight."
a senior girl interrupted. Her pretty face turned evil with her envious squinted eyes. She pulled my backpack off my shoulder, taking everything out.
"Where is it? Where is it?
where is your damn phone?"
The more I'm viewing their activites the more I'm being confused.
What do they want? Why do they want my phone? Is this a new trap?
"This chick shows too much prestige, she needs to learn a lesson. "
"What exactly is your relationship with Ryan?"
All those questions, pressure in my mind - are just unbearable. My head's started spinning, vision blurring.

"Alright, alright, this is getting too noisy. We don't need that much bummer question. Let me handle this" said Emiley.
She walks towards me, I step back. I keep on walking backward while she's walking towards me. And now I found myself against the wall, nowhere else to go. Emiley leans closer.
"W-what are you doing?"
I stammered the question; she didn't answer. She keeps on leaning close. I close my eyes. She's horribly close now.
She takes my hand, place it against the wall, tilt my head up.
"Lee -
and before she could even finish her word, I heard someone else calling my name.
"Leena!"
I can reconize this voice without a second of thought.
Emiley let go off my hand. All the girls were shocked. I sneak a glance to the hallway,
Ryan's emerged from the classroom,
"Leena! What do you think you're doing down there?"

( To be continued )

COURAGE - Chapter 1 ~ Part 2

Suddenly my thoughts faded away. Someone was whispering my name, "Leena, Leena." I got up from the bed and checked the window. Nobody was there. Then where is the sound coming from? Who is calling me this late? So many potential suspects raced in my mind. "Chill Chicks" from school? But why would they come to scare me at home. They have done many horrible stuff before, but they won't get the gut to come  this far. Those senior students? They're always looking for a way to put me in trouble. Melinda Smith? Robert from history class? Anyone could be. But one thing doesn't seem right. Why would anyone come to my home this late? only to bother me? Nah...

I'm sweating. I have to go to the kitchen and get some water. I feel like my throat's going to explode from thirst. I opened the the door and just before  I could start screaming, I felt a hand pressing my mouth off. "Sush!!! It's me, Ryan."
 I rubbed my eyes a little to see more clearly. No doubt it is him. "Dude! What  are you doing here right now?" I couldn't hold my curiosity.
"We'll talk but let me get in first." Ryan said.
 I still feel awkward. It's not so unfimiliar for Ryan to come to my room in this time because his room lives in upstairs and I see him almost 24/7. Wait, I've said about my home before but I need to correct it - it's Ryan's home. I don't have any home. I live here with Ryan and his family. After my parent's death, Ryan's father, the military commander, brought me here instead of an orphanage.

"Hey dummy, what are you thinking? Why didn't you open the door? I'd been calling your name." Ryan almost exclaimed.
"So it was you who whispered my name! God, you scared me to death! Anyway, what brings you here?".
"Nothing just thought we could have some fun time since none of us are sleeping:
"Ryan, you're really a weirdo. You woke me up only for this?" I couldn't help but smile.
"Hey don't lie. I knew that you weren't sleeping" Ryan smiled too.
Ryan said he wants to play a game but it needs two player. He handed me a game controler. "You know I'll lose anyway but still I don't want to dissapoint you".
Actually it's not like I don't want to it's because I can't. Ryan's been with me for 7 years and he is the only person I really talk to. He is the only friend, only family I have.
                             
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I don't like to be with Ryan in school. I feel so uncomfortable walking wih him because he is the smartest, coolest and hottest guy in our school. And here I'm, just a piece of crap always with him. I never get anything but C in class. I think people know about my existance only because of Ryan.
As soon as Ryan leaves for his class, all the girls come and surround me.
"Hey, is silver Ryan's favorite color? He seems to wear it most often." A girl from 'Chill Chicks' group asked. (  their name should have been Mean Chicks because they act like the girls from the MEAN GIRL movie. But somehow they ended up with this unsuitable name).
"Is it true that Ryan is gonna go out with a girl from our school?" Melinda, a wanna-be-Ryan's-girlfriend, asked. All the girls started chanting like I come to school to provide information about Ryan. In this kind of situation, usually, I don't really answer. I just nod, smile, say yes or no and leave. But this time I couldn't leave....
(To be continued)

COURAGE - Chapter 1 ~ part 1

It's 3 pm at night or 5? I don't know. I can't see the time; ipod's bright screen blurring my vision. I put down my phone. I'm a sophmore in high school and it's a regular school day. I was supposed to be sleeping by now ,but there was those creepy nightmares, always waking me up in the middle of the night. I've seen many nightmare scene on TV- people getting up from sleep, screaming and gasping. But in my case, it's never the same. I just sit up on the bed, touch my own cold hand and shiver. Sometimes I wonder what's people's nightmares about: typical people- someone close dying, Nerd people- getting an F in class, Politicans- losing in election, Farmers- disaster in land; maybe they have nightmares about different stuff too.( I just don't know. I'm not a people specialist).

But one thing I know for sure, they don't keep on having the same nightmare over and over again. Then why it's only me? Why do I have to have the the same nightmare everynight? God- you want me to have nightmare every single day? Fine, but the  why the exact same one? The nightmare is about a person ( I know him) doing many kind of creepy stuff to me. Every time he's the villain and I'm the victim, there's no third person in my nightmare world. There's something called appetite. Now as I always see the samething I've lost the appetite for it. It doesn't even feel like a nightmare anymore. Because It doesn't frighten me nor I fear it. I just sit up, see the time and lie down again. I've become used to it.

This rubbish nightmare's effect doesn't stop here. It doesn't let me sleep so I feel sleepy all the time at school. Sleep is not anyone's servent, it doesn't appear when you want. It appears when I try to concentrate in math class, when I'm on the exciting moment of a book. Ugh! I hate it when it happens. I'm known as the most sleepy and quitest student in my class- only because of this stupid nightmare. Wait! It wouldn't be fair if i blame that nightmare for everything. It makes me sleepy but it's not the reason why I stay quiet.

I don't want to be known. I don't want anyone to pay attention to me. It's not  because I don't like others, it's beacuse I'm really bad at pretending. I want to be myself but I'm afraid of being that. I'm afraid to say what I want, how I think. So the simple solution for this is not to talk to anybody. I've decided to stay quiet like that from the day my parents had died. Yes I'm an orphan. I don't have any other siblings. When I was 9 years old I've seen my parents dying right infront of me.

It was a regular day. My dad was on his laptop and my mom was making braid on my hair. Suddenly, some people broke the door and made their way into our living room. My dad went and talked to them. They were having an argument and those people, I knew them. I've seen many of them on TV. They worked in military like my parents. I don't remeber  what they were talking about but after a while my mom entered the room and I heared the sound of shooting. The floor was bloody and my parent's body were laying there. I was astonished. I asked them why they did it, what was my parents' fault, how was it right to get into someone's house and murder them. They didn't notice me untill I spoke up, then they ran after me because I was the witness. I escaped from  them  and tried to talk to many people my parents knew. They all forbid me to speak about it. Even some of them tried to put me in danger because I was saying the wicked truth. I realized that what I think, what I say is not safe. It might be truth but it's wicked for others. I kept my mouth shut and stopped being myself.....
( To be continued)

Whoa!!! Announcement!

How log has it been  since I posted last time? 20 days? But feels like ages to me. Why? Because I'd been very eager to apprise something about this blog.... Guess what?
what? what? what?
ok fine. I don't want you to get wild assuming. I'm spilling it out...
Soooo...
I've been writing a story, or Novella? (I don't know actually, I haven't finish writing yet)  It was something I wanted to read for a long time, but I didn't find any book or story like that. So, I decided to write it by my own....! (like God for real?)
But why am I telling you this? because I'm gonna post this in the blog!!!
wait up, I know I said I'll only review and suggest books but it's ok.   ( since there's no consequence for breaking own rule! )  It might take a long time to finish posting the whole story  because there's a lot going on with me (final test, bunch of projects and stuff😢), but I'm trying my best.
I haven't fix any name for it  so let's just call it "Story"...here's the summery...

.....Leena doesn't get frightened from having the same nightmare over and over again. She doesn't scream, she doesn't laugh, she doesn't cry -she doesn't show her feelings. She doesn't want people to know how she really is, she's afraid to be herself. She's aimless, she's reactionless but shes OKAY. She has no enemy and only one person to love, care and talk- Ryan. But Life doesn't keep going on Okay. A time comes when Leena shifts her life's page and sees only two options. Kill millions and stay okay with your love or keep million lives okay, kill your love and risk your existance... This time she has to choose one, she has to make an action and she has to play the real "Leena" role.....

 If you find it interesting, keep an eye on the blog to read the whole story... And don't forget to let me know what you think about it... Your comments means a lot to me...
Love
Atika😊

Hunger Games VS Divergent

The Hunger Games or Divergent???

This is a kind of question that could start WWIII...! Just kidding :) but this is a serious topic that can keep arguments on for hours... So, let's spend some times talking about this, not the movie only the 1st book of the series (I don't have the patience to write that much).

Now, if you're a THG fan be ready to get some shocks and if you're a Divergent fan be happy because yeah, here's another crazy Divergent fan!!!!!

THG and Divergent- both of them are so freaking awesome. I liked THG, Suzanne Collins is an intense talented writer... But there're some difference between Love and Like...
I loved Divergent! It's the perfect definition of a dystopian book. I enjoyed every single minute of it. I'm just obsessed with this book , its every thing I love in a book: loads of actions, slowly building romance, strong heroine, handsome hero, a little bit  of adventure and comedy and so on. Yeah THG has actions too, romance and adventure but here's what  made me take Divergent over THG.

First let's start with their dystopian society. In hunger games there're 12 districts and each of them work for a specific part of economy. In Divergent there're 5 sections and they have their own part in society, kinda similar huh? But Look at THG, every year they select 2 tributes from each district and put them in an artificial set to survive with no rules (but sometimes they could get help). Divergent let every citizens to choose their section when they're 16 and after you chose one you're with them for the rest of your life. Which one seems more realistic? I found Divergent to be more realistic.

Now the characters, I don't wanna be offensive but to me Tris is way much better than Katniss. Both of them are 16 years old, Tris's character, behavior and thoughts just goes with her age but Katniss in this case seems a little too much than her age. Tris's  crazy braveness, courage throughout the book was more suitable than Katniss's. I overall, liked the girl who wakes up by fear than the girl on fire...

Also Four aka Tobius is more interesting than Peeta. He's more handsome, brave,romantic, strong and  he does what a hero supposed to do, he protects Tris. He clibms the ferris wheel with Tris though he fears height, he encourages her, he saves her many times...But Peeta on the other hand, is nothing compared to him, he had a crush on Katniss but in the game he joins in her opposite, and always causing kind of trouble for her. Katniss in fact had to protect him and I don't think he was any good for Katniss.

Tris's peers and family are also interesting, A smile placed in my face when I read the first line at the end about Tris's family rescuing her. Her gf Christina, Uriah and others helped her a lot as she risked her life for Al; Peter and his clique in her oppose made the story more enjoyable. Unlike Tris, Katniss doesn't really have any friend to hangout with
(except for Gale) and her family isn't that much interesting either, none of her friends or family helps her anyway.

THG has an annoying love triangle. I hate the fact that Katniss kisses Peeta and kinda falls in love when she knows Gale loves her. I mean Gale's done his best for you when Peeta is
nothing more than a burden, why choose Peeta over Gale? ( I'm in team Gale obvious)
She's kissing Peeta and thinking no I can't love him, Gale's waiting for me, this is all fake, we're just acting blah blah blah, again she decides to die with Peeta!!! :/ I don't know what others thinks but I found it really annoying and boring.
Divergent, on the other part doesn't really have any any love triangle. Though Al loved Tris at the beginning but it faded away later. Four,the hottest strong dude and Tris, the stiff newbie made a very perfect couple together. I like how Veronica Roth slowly put them into a relationship. They like each other, they protect each other and the main part is they're both the same type - Divergent.

And at the the ending THG was kind of smooth and ok but nothing like Divergent. Divergent ends up with very rush action, thrill and romance that was something unforgetable. If you've read Divergent you can't deny that the end was WICKED good.When I was reading that I had to remind my self to breathe  :)
After all, It's all from my perspective. Maybe Divergent have flaws too that I can't see because  I'm just in love with it. Please comment below which book you think is the best between them or  if there's any thing else that makes Divergent better or worse. Hope we'll get more books like them in future... :)

A first choice

OMG!!! Where do I start?
So, last month I read a book called "Legend" and it was so freaking awesome.<3
( I was supposed to write about the book I read in this month, but I'm writing about a book I read last month. Sorry for messing up the system at the beginning )
 And that book was  incredible, thrilling, breathtaking, impressive and just perfect. From the first page I read I knew it was going to be great but never as amazing as it truly was. I'm obsessed with the feature, character, writing style, author and everything in this book.  I had a hard time putting it down and  I couldn't help but writing about it. If you're a true booketarian, I would say the first thing you should do today is go to a library and check this book out.

ABOUT LEGEND:
Legend is a dystopian young adult novel by Marie Lu. It was written in 2011  ( i can't believe i read this after 4 years!) It is the first book of Legend trilogy, followed by Prodigy and Champion. It's written in alternative point of view and in present tense. It's reading level is 4.8. They are working on the movie for this book ( I can't wait!) and there's been so many dream cast for this.

ABOUT THE STORY:
Once known as America is now divided into The Republics and The Colonies. There's been a war for many years between them. The poor section of Republic is dying in plague, hunger and injustice.
Day -  The most wanted criminal of republic. His family thinks he's dead, republic thinks he works for opposite party; nobody has no idea who he is, how he looks, does he really exist or not!
June - Republic's only one prodigy with a perfect test score. An orphan who loves her elder brother to death. A patriotic girl training to be in army.
Everything was going on its own system but the thrill starts when June's brother dies and Day was the prime suspect. Day is aimed to save his family and can do anything for them. June has to catch Day so  she disguise in a street beggar. Day saves her one day and they fall in love with each other, when they don't even know each others name. June finds out the person she's in love is the person she's hunting for. She calls her patrol and Day gets caught, his mother dies by one of June's colleague.
Day's tormented in jail and he thinks June's betrayed him. June's rewarded for catching Day, but somehow she finds out the society she's in is the one who took her loves away. She learns a cruel truth about her parents, brother, Republic and Day. She plans to help Day escape and join the opposite party. Day and June escape a moment before Day's execution. But it's not the end, someone dies and rebel grows more and more.

The story continues to the Prodigy and Champion.

INSPIRING QUOTES:
"Every day means every thing is possible."
"I've been searching a long time for something I thought I lost."
"If you want to rebel, rebel from inside system."
"You're brilliant but you're a fool to stay with someone like me."

After all, this is one of the best book I've ever read. I will rate it 5 star out of 5 star. And this is highly recommended. :)